i think mommyhood is catching up with me. dont get me wrong i LOVE it. i love being with our son all day and getting to know him and teach him about the world as i see it. but i think im beginning to get tired. i really didnt in the beginning like i had expected. we had a lot of help from our parents and mike is amazing with lijah. but now that hes almost 4 months old (!) our lives have smoothed out and returned to normal. mikes back in school and work. im back at work (part time but its still work) and i can no longer sit and watch tv like a robot like i did while still healing at first. weve been camping and going to nashville and trying to keep up with our friends and bridal showers and learning all these new things about being parents and nursing constantly it feels and for really the first time since hes been born im worn out. now i feel like im whining. im prolly just not drinking enough water.
so here, im putting up pictures.